to own your own joy
As the oyster opens
Soft liquid oozes and drips on your legs
Coding different systems of pleasure
A mesmeric cocktail of violence
Gently crashing in your core
As you give consent not to be a single being
Unmapped and peeled you are a decadent crush
A neoteric beauty, a multitude of worlds
Colliding bodies and energy
Crushing the shell
Breaking the norm
To own your own joy is a choice
A skin that you shed in order to
Become light as a feather
Weightlessly hovering
To the centre of the earth and back
Become heavy as a mountain
Spread your landscape and take space
Own your body
Own your soul
To soften your hardware and release
A catalyst
An explosion
A dream
To own your own joy is a privilege
Who not many enjoy
A dangerous venom as velvet skin
Grabs your arms and pulls
Pulls out your heart and leaves
A car crash you’ve never seen
To own your joy is freedom
The ultimate genesis
Fluid bodies colliding
Slipping
Morphing
A chance to collapse or to humanize
To ride the sonic waves and distort multitudes
To claw out of our monstrous bodies
Burn the cocoon and lick the ashes
Spit in the face of terror
As a final lullaby
To own your joy is a necessity
That we die a thousand deaths for
An arc of swords pushing on your ribs
While you moan and please
For change
With the ghost in your machine
Reconfiguring your anger and love
That rule your body like a tandem
Learning to fight and claim
A joy that has been taken from you
Regaining power in your voice
As you scream on the top of your lungs
I OWN MY OWN JOY